sometimes feelings suck

Feelings complicate everything. When you are indifferent, nothing matters and everything stays the same. It's comfortable. It's safe. But if you don't feel, what is the purpose of life? When you start caring deeply about things, everything is either really grand, or really horrible. You can feel joy for a moment, then it's replaced with heartache. Sometimes it's a messy mixture of both. When you feel, life is an endless rollercoaster. It's confusing. It's wonderful. It's hard. But it's life. I have to take the good with the bad, because while life is messy, it's sill beautiful.